Chapter 1

"...and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place will never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat." -TR

What do I want? It struggles to know the fact that I CAN learn the stuff that my school (I am talking about you, CMU) is trying to CRAM me (and probably learn well, though not well enough).

However, it is always painful to realize the fact that I am unable to escape this.

Maybe something like operations research would suit me better? Who knows.